What a lovely afternoon it is. Cloudy and cool but i'm enjoying it. Now if it would only rain...we need some badly.

I'm having some tummy troubles as i type this...i think it's just nerves. I was talking with N about meeting soon and it just started. I get like that, silly nervous about things. Speaking of silly...i sent him a picture of my breasts. We'd been joking back and forth about my breasts and the size of them and he was curious to see...i don't blame him i guess, he is a red-blooded male and i happen to like my breasts so decided what the heck. Well before you get the wrong idea, i do not make a habit of doing this, this is a first...if my mother knew she'd kill me. Anyway, he was commenting on my breasts and the subject got round to us meeting soon...i want to meet him so badly but i think we should take 'this'...whatever this is, slowly. He really is a nice guy...and i don't know what future if any we can have, since he lives in another country.... i mean we haven't even discussed a future......seee, i am totally getting ahead of myself. Don't want to scare him off. Anyway...he's gone to do some chores, i'm sure we'll talk about it when he comes back.

I've found some really interesting blogs to read lately... ones i am really enjoying. I have bookmarked them and will keep going back for updates. I think i will link to some of them so if you happen by, you can take a look.

I am so tired right now...i didn't sleep much at all last night and i think i've only had about 2 hours sleep...so i need a nap, but i ordered some groceries to be delivered this afternoon so i cannot lay down until after they come... but then i hate to lay down and miss out on a chance to chat with N.

I was just thinking of heading out for a walk...i'd obviously already forgotten about the groceries...i'd forget my head too if it weren't screwed on. So will walk later...the perfect day for a walk. Wish you could come.