I think what i was trying to say in my last entry...was that it feels like my world is closing in on me and instead of fighting it, i'm letting it happen. I feel as if i am sinking....

I am so frustrated right now, i am sitting here crying...i am trying to load some new songs onto my Ipod...but i can't, for the life of me, remember how to. SO i looked it up on the internet and found a PDF file...i think it's the answer...but i can't figure out how to do what it's telling me. Has my mind turned to mush. I am not a dumb woman but for goodness sakes, i can't figure this out. At this point i just want to clear all of the songs off and start new, put all new music on..if only i could figure out how.

Sinking