It is just after 3pm and i've gotten all the work done that i wanted to do today. N has gone for a nap and so i don't have him to chat with right now so i think i will go lay down. M just went out, when he gets back he says he will drive me over to the postal outlet to pick up that parcel N sent...i have no idea of their hours, i hope they will be open, never know how long M will be when he goes out.

I was feeling a bit panicky earlier, so i've taken one of my alprazolam, i hope it helps soon. I wish N had been able to stay online, i could have used his company...but he was so tired there is no way i could ask him. He says he'll be back later so i'll just lay down till then.