What a lazy Sunday it's been...i awoke at 12.30pm...after going to sleep shortly after 4am. I had been chatting and then watched some stuff i'd taped earlier in the week, with mother.

When i did wake, it was with a splitting headache, which is usually totally different to the tension headaches i normally have. Not sure what caused it (do you think too much sleep?) but it hurt. I took some tylenol 1's and began my day...first by taking my medications and then after barely wiping the sleep from my eyes, i had to feed mother. She was hungry though she had had breakfast...( it is such a relief to have my sister here, who can make her breakfast on the weekends) so at least she hadn't gone without. I made her the usual cream of mushroom soup, with two slices of whole wheat bread, buttered lightly and a glass of milk. After she ate, she fell asleep...she normally does. One of my favourite times of the day...it's just a bit of quiet time..or rather, time to myself.

Since my sister and her adult son have moved in though, there is not much quiet to be had...there are almost always 3 televisions going now, all on different channels, which drives me insane. At least mother has gotten into the habit of if not turning the tv completely off, turning the volume right now. I love that.

So she had a bit of a nap while i was online, chatting a bit with N. Seems we have worked things out...it's nice to be back in touch with him. We had kind of fallen out the other night, bit of a story. I insulted him by not trusting him fully when he asked me to meet him soon. I panicked and said i wasn't ready...and that hurt him. I didn't mean to hurt him, i was just being honest...but then he pulled away from me, which really hurt...and i missed him terribly, so i'm just glad we are talking again. I have a bunch of online friends but he is a very special man, one i have feelings for...which totally took me by surprise as this has never happened to me online. Mind you i have heard of it happening, i have online friends who have met their girlfriends or wives online... i always thought that was great but i didn't forsee it happening to me...meeting anyone that is. I am so glad N has come in to my life... i hope he stays.

So awhile ago, i tried to nap but really didn't...though i did lie down for about 45 mins. I just couldnt fully sleep, so i got up and washed my hair, washed my face and brushed my teeth..and then got supper going. I am making roast chickens (2)...with mashed potatoes...cauliflower and cheese sauce and sweet potatoes, with stuffing. I hope it will be yummy. A little while i threw in a small load of laundry...trying to keep ahead of it...with the four of us there always seems to be some to do.

Well i shall go finish up dinner, it is almost done now...have to keep a closer eye on it...just going to do the gravy now.

Yum!