Another beautiful day out there. I know i should get out there and go for a walk but i just don't feel like it. I'm feeling down and missing N. We haven't really spoken since the other night...when everything went so wrong. I guess he feels he has to keep his distance from me. I can do nothing to change that. I don't even have his home number so that i could call him and try to talk about it...i'll just have to wait until he comes back to me, to talk...if he does.

So i'm having a lazy day. There are still those three loads of laundry left to do...and i know i should do them but i just don't want to...and if i'm honest, i'm hoping my sister will do them... but the laundry is usually my job, so i'll have to get up off my bum and get them done. Maybe in a little while.

For now, i'm online... but no one is around to talk to...so i think i'll play some solitaire...and then either read or nap or both.

Hockey is just coming on...an afternoon game between the Ottawa Senators and the Buffalo Sabres...i really hope the Sens win this game and put the series away. Will go watch..nothing much to say right now.