So it wasn't just a blue day, i've also been worried. My doctors office called first thing this morning, they want to see me. Apparently the results of some blood work are in and they need to see me. Well of course that just made my day and *boing* i had a headache. Ok so i've been having lots of headaches lately and my blood pressure was slightly high last time i was there but i really didn't expect a phone call like this...and of course i couldn't see the doctor today, i have to go tomorrow (Thursday, 10am) Well great. First off, my mother is NOT a happy camper that i have to go out because she knows i'll be at least an hour but more than likely two by the time i wait and the time to get there and back and she will be alone and who will get her drinks of water and what if the power goes out and what if there is a problem with the toilet and what if, what if, what if... Secondly, what could possibly be wrong, i wonder and haven't stopped wondering. Ok so it could be as simple as my iron is low, granted...so maybe i am blowing this out of proportion but it's very worrying when you get a call from you physicians office practically demanding they see you right away.

So this is a why i was quiet and not my usual self today.

Other than that, i was just feeling blue as i mentioned... but i had just woken up that way. Other than the usual things, meals, dishes, bathing, etc... i had a lazy day. I spent part of the day online but i admit i wasn't very talkative at all...so i kind of kept to myself. Actually i went one step further and put some people on my invisible list because i didn't feel chatty and they are multiple messages at a time chatters and i knew i couldnt keep up with that today. I wasn't in the mood... aren't i terrible. These are people who take time out of their lives to talk to me some days and there i was blocking them. I'm sorry, perhaps i should have just stayed offline... but there was someone i wanted to talk to.

I enjoy his company, he is easy to spend time with. I know he is sort of doing his own thing as i'm usually doing mine and we talk... plus he's cute and i have to say i am interested in him and it's just a pleasure to be in his presence... geek that he is. I wonder if he got his new laptop sorted out... the brat!

Well the hockey game is on.. the score after one period is 3-1 for Anaheim over the Vancouver Canucks. I must breathe deep breaths, calm down and go watch the game.

Will be back tomorrow after my appointment, wish me luck.