I am sitting here looking out at the dreary day that's been. Soon the night will decend upon us and i look forward to it.
I receieved an email from a friend today, telling me his young son has cancer in the bone in his leg. He didn't mention, nor did i ask if he would be alright. What is it about that word that scares me, that intimidated me so much that i didn't ask my friend if his only son would be okay. I will make a point of contacting him, to see if he needs to talk and to ask how Chris will be. I forget how old young Chris is, 11 or so i seem to recall. I hope he will be ok...he has been in my thoughts ever since.
Today i got my work done and still felt i should do more, only i just didn't feel like it. I'm feeling overwhelmed today, i have no idea where that is coming from or why. I'm also feeling off somehow... a bit queasy, i'm wondering if its the new tablet i am taking for my diabetes? Hmmm, it's the only thing that's really different today...i should have read the pamphlet that came with it to see or perhaps i should call the pharmacist, if he is still on duty and see what he says. Or maybe it's just in my head and i'm feeling this way because of the headache i have.
I am a mess..i can't think, therefore i can't write... but i'll be back.
Maybe i'm not cut out for this blogging thing, my thoughts are not clear...
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